Showing posts with label ministry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ministry. Show all posts

Friday, November 6, 2009

The idyllic life of the church musician

A couple of weeks ago news of a salary and stress survey made its way through the Methodist Musicians news list. The reason: church musicians placed 5th in a list of stressful jobs that pay poorly. Top of the list (the most stressful job that pays poorly) was "social worker." Next came "special events coordinator," "parole officer" and "news reporter." Next was church musician. The survey was done by PayScale.com and reported by CNNMoney.

Named in the article as one aspect of the job that provokes stress was providing music for worship services at critical times in peoples' lives: weddings and funerals. The article didn't name what I think is the obvious and most pervasive stress-inducer: the weekly challenge of selecting music for worship that appeals to the performers, suits the tastes of the congregation, is not too loud, is not too dissonant, is in a major key (see my earlier post).

The survey was conducted by PayScale.com. Here's their explanation of the scope of the survey:

(Payscale.com) defined high stress and low pay jobs: Starting from a database of over 2000 jobs, Payscale used data from over 36,000 respondents who ranked their jobs for quality of life factors, and chose those requiring a bachelor's degree or higher where the national median pay is less than $65,000. The survey was conducted between Aug 10, 2009 and Oct. 1, 2009.

I took a look at the PayScale.com site and took their rating survey. My salary ranked in the 45 percentile for my field. I think that means 55% of my colleagues earn more than me; and that my salary is 5 percentage points below the average salary reported for my field. I also discovered that persons holding my academic degree (Master of Divinity) have an average salary nearly $12,000 more than my current salary. I'm sure my career change plays into that in some way, but all the implications aren't clear to me.

Overall the survey was met with cries of "a-ha" from my list-reading colleagues. Those of us in the trenches, or on the bench as it were, know exactly what the survey is conveying.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Presbytery Worship

The Presbytery of Western North Carolina met today at Montreat in the Upper Anderson Auditorium.

Through a series of circumstances I don't fully understand I was asked to play for the opening worship service. For all the import of the gathering, the service was kind of thrown together (in a good way!): we were to hear three candidates for ordination preach sermons, and celebrate communion, all in 45 minutes; and according to Karen Haak, to try to do that innovatively!

We did sing three stanzas of "Fairest Lord Jesus" to open, but every other song got whacked in the interest of time. Remarkably, and with no derision intended, all three preachers held to their 7 minute time constraint pretty well. I played my settings of three chant tunes (DIVINUM MYSTERIUM; VENI CREATOR; and ADORO TE DEVOTE) for the prelude, during the distribution and at the end of worship. We sang a single stanza of three hymns after each of the sermons. In the end the service went very well, with nice singing from the gathered delegates (and groupies from the preachers' churches).

As I was playing the prelude, though, I thought about the various churches represented. Not all of them can afford a full-time musician like myself. Not all of them can afford to pay anyone. The people who give their time and talents as music leaders for many of our presbytery's churches do so out of a deep commitment, but often with minimal training and support. For many churches a choir of 5 warblers is the norm. They sing to God's glory not certain that they and the pianist will arrive at the end of the stanza at the same musical moment. I was playing a nicely in-tune 6-foot Yamaha baby grand piano; how many plink-ity uprights and spinets are still honorably providing music in Presbyterian churches around our region? I was accompanying the hearty singing of 300 people; how many of our Presbytery musicians play for half of that crowd, or a third that crowd or less?

So while I played the prelude and off and on throughout the service, I prayed for those churches and my colleagues in music ministry around the Presbytery. I prayed for the musicians who donate their time and talent. I prayed for the choristers who though few in number, lead their congregations faithfully. And I prayed for myself for greater humility and thankfulness. I have a full-time job with a decent salary and benefits; I enjoy a nice pipe organ; all the pianos are in tune. I work with not one, nor even two, but several groups of fine musicians, choristers and instrumentalists, many of whom practice at home and want learn more, and strive to offer their very best in worship. I work with a staff of church professionals who love one another and the Lord, and seek to honor God with their work, and who seek to lead our congregation's mission and ministry with a sense of challenge and compassion.

I don't know what else was on the docket at Presbytery today, but that's what I did. I prayed.

Amen.

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

With Heart and Voice: it's not about the song


I read this article at the end of the year. It says so well so much of what I am about in music ministry that I have reprinted the whole thing here. Several folks at church subscribe to The Christian Century, so I know others have already seen this. But it says just the right things on many levels. Please enjoy the whole article, and visit the Century or their blog, Theolog

by Lisa Lynne Mathis
Never mind all the times I'd heard the hymn sung by a congregation, or by a children's choir, or as a solo during communion—this time it was as if I was hearing "They'll Know We Are Christians" for the first time. The singer stood absolutely still, her eyes closed, her head tilted back. With open-hearted simplicity she crafted each phrase as if she were proclaiming an essential, God-given message. She did not perform the song but gave it as an offering, a gift, as if the song were an extension of her innermost thoughts. I noticed several worshipers nodding their heads yes with their eyes closed. Some worshipers were bent over in prayer, and a few were rocking to the music. There was no sound other than the singer's voice, yet on a sticky summer night an eclectic, diverse bunch of people were one in the Spirit.

Whether the woman had sung the song in a Baptist church in rural Arkansas, an Episcopal church in Boston, a Presbyterian church in Ohio, or an evangelical megachurch in Southern California, the impact would have been the same. When a selection of vocal music comes from a place of spiritual maturity, when it has a lyrical integrity and flows naturally within the liturgy of the worship, the music becomes a vehicle for the Holy Spirit. At that point all denominational and stylistic differences are transcended. Generations come together. Culture clashes are quieted, distrust and resentment dissipate as God uses music to bridge cultural divides.

Music is the glue of a service. From prelude to postlude, usually eight to ten different pieces of music are woven throughout the service liturgy. Music serves multiple purposes in worship; it says what words alone cannot. Music is prayer, praise, lament. Music brings scripture alive, encourages meditation, substantiates the heart of a sermon, brings us into focus and invokes the presence of the Holy Spirit. No wonder contention, disagreement and polarization surround the subject of music in worship.

We music directors stumble time and time again over the age-old conflicts because we are defined musically by our own upbringing, confined by the tastes of the senior minister of our church, and often restricted by the narrow parameters set by elders and lay leaders. We are still stuck in our trenches in the worship-music battle: Old Guard "O Sacred Head Now Wounded" vs. New Guard "Never Lose the Wonder"; Old Guard "How Great Thou Art" vs. New Guard "Here I Am to Worship"; Old Guard "Wade in the Water" vs. New Guard "Total Praise." We fixate on a particular genre of music and then clamp down, becoming entrenched in the music culture that best fits our personal preferences and musical tastes.

This warfare has led to organs no longer being placed in new churches—and fewer people knowing how to play the organ. The classically trained music directors who were raised on the Widor Toccata, who long for singers capable of handling Palestrina and Byrd and the opportunity to perform a Bach choral work, are understandably irate and panicked. They feel as if they are outnumbered by proponents of saccharine, theologically reductionist pop praise songs performed on synthesizer keyboards or by rock bands performing concert-style.

That perspective, of course, is matched by the disgust of churchgoers who are desperate for spiritual connection but haven't been raised on traditional sacred music. These people are weary of the same old hymns being plunked out on an out-of-tune piano and droned through by the person sitting behind them. They ache for someplace where they can belong and where God can be relevant to their life.

The struggle is no longer between historic stone chapels in town squares and the megachurches next to shopping malls. The changing tide of music in worship is touching almost every church in the nation.

Both camps stand on solid ground. Some contemporary Christian music is emotionally manipulative, poorly crafted and lyrically simplistic; and some contemporary music is thoughtful, provocative and easier to sing than older hymns. Some traditional music is powerful and timeless; and some of it is tired and clichéd and sung because it's always been sung. What I've learned, after years of leading and singing worship music in many worship contexts, is that it's not about the song itself nearly as much as we think it is. It's about whether the song invites the Spirit into the sanctuary.

I was raised singing traditional classical music in a large urban Methodist church. I developed a more personal relationship with God through Jesus while singing clappy praise songs in an L.A. Baptist church. I sang classical music at a historic Presbyterian church, then moved to New York and fell in love with gospel music. To further complicate the situation, I am currently a music director of a contemporary worship service, a member of an inner-city gospel praise team and a recording artist.

What I've learned from working in all these different contexts is that it's not the music style or genre that determines a song's effectiveness but its delivery, lyrical content and liturgical placement. The style of the song is irrelevant.

How a song is offered minimizes and often dissolves the issue of genre. When the singer sings with authenticity, vulnerability and deep faith, everyone in the sanctuary recognizes it. Often an insecure and ego-hungry soprano, insisting on her moment in the sun, screeches out a favorite aria, her eyes scanning the congregation as she looks for affirmation. Often a praise team is crowded with frustrated leads from high school musicals past who belt out their favorite praise song without regard for congregational participation, let alone accurate harmony. And too often, college kids who volunteer to play in the praise band are psyched to crank up the distortion on their guitars and release their teenage angst into the sanctuary.

In these situations, music performed in worship becomes all about the self; "my moment" in the service, "my ministry." Singers in particular often perform music in church for all the wrong reasons. We singers are profoundly transparent when we stand before God and before a congregation. We too easily forget that it is a privilege and profound responsibility to be a vehicle through which God can minister. No one will believe a word of what we are singing if our motives are self-serving.

I am not talking about ability or talent. I have heard Metropolitan Opera soloists knock the living daylights out of "His Eye Is on the Sparrow," with every note in flawless tune, yet not be singing from that vulnerable faith place. I have heard famous gospel singers scream out "Go Tell It on the Mountain" until I want to run from the sanctuary and not tell a single soul that Jesus Christ is born.

Many times it's the slightly underpitch singer with an untrained ear who can bring a song into worship that surprises the whole church family. When a woman who has suffered, who has been on the prayer list a lot, who is walking each day in faith just to survive, stands before a congregation and sings "Jesus Loves Me," it is immediately clear that this song is coming from a place that is raw and real and that she is a vessel through which God is bringing a blessing. So she misses the high note—big deal. Members of the congregation hum that song all week long and remember her standing there, remember the way it felt to experience the power of her music and the presence of God in the moment.

Another crucial component of worshipful music is what the music says lyrically. A modern setting of an ancient hymn can be healing because worshipers raised on the traditional hymns feel valued, while younger generations hear the timeless melodies and the poetic language and feel that the song is meant for them too. The rock group Jars of Clay has a fantastic rendition of "It Is Well with My Soul" (and an album of hymns called Redemption), and Tim Hughes, a powerful force in contemporary Christian music, brought "When I Survey" into amphitheaters around the world with his version, "The Wonderful Cross." In both cases, the lyric of the hymn is clear and delivered with raw intensity, and the timeless melody of the hymn is set to a fresh arrangement—uncomfortable for a Bach lover but accessible to a 19-year-old who'd rather be anywhere other than in church with Mom.

Praise songs struggle to maintain lyrical integrity, and frequently they fail miserably. "Shine, Jesus, Shine" is on my list of cringe-worthy praise songs. While I appreciate the understanding of Jesus as the light of the world, shining his light onto the darkness in our hearts and in our world, the cumbersome, self-centered lyric doesn't align with the choppy, unsettling chord structure; the resulting awkwardness never ceases to frustrate me.

The placement of vocal music in the order of worship is important too. Traditional liturgies allow for very specific, deliberate placements of music. But more and more, particularly in evangelical churches, one finds a cluster of songs all lumped together toward the beginning and another cluster at the end. There's nearly always music during the offering too—music that's only 50 percent experienced because of all the activity of plates being passed and ushers moving through the aisles. By the time the congregant begins to focus on the song it's nearly done, the climactic moment having been diminished by the sound of a person nearby tearing a check out of a checkbook. I resist the notion of music being filler during an action of worship, yet I also see the value of maintaining a flow to the service. Music during communion, on the other hand, is usually powerful, meditative and centering for me spiritually.

One of the most essential song placements is for the music that sets the stage for the theological premise of the message, which includes the selected scripture. Whether it's congregational or a solo, that song can make all the difference in meaningful worship; it can bring the congregation into a place of concentration and set the minister up beautifully for the sermon. It can also be a total diversion from the intent of the message. The music in that moment can break the spirit, the flow, the mystery in the worship. Careful planning, good communication between ministers and musicians, prayer together and rehearsal of the flow of the worship are key.

I am humbled by what I learn in each worship service I participate in, whether in rural Maryland or inner-city Philadelphia. Recently I sang in a cathedral in New York. Two thousand people were probably expecting Mendelssohn, but I chose a piece by Christian singer/ songwriter Nichole Nordeman called "Every Season." It's a beautiful song, poetic but very modern musically. I took a chance. I'm sure a few folks didn't care much for it. But it was absolutely still in the sanctuary when I finished, and I'm hoping that I got out of God's way and let the beauty of the text be a sung prayer.

Every church has something unique and important to offer and is a part of the body, as we read in the 1 Corinthians 12 passages about spiritual gifts and the parts of the body working together, each with its own unique gifting. Are we brave enough to make ourselves available to be surprised and moved by a song that's "not our style"? Can we allow ourselves to be taken out of our comfort zones and brought into the presence of the Holy Spirit.


Lisa Lynne Mathis sings at Riverside Church in New York City and is the music director of Presence, a contemorary worship service in White Plains, New York. Her latest CD is Hancock Place (Garagista Music).

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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

They shall be known by...

How do we want to be known? As music leaders in the church, what do we want to leave folks with when they hear us? Or what do we want to have as the primary characteristic of our music-making?

I think we all want to be known for well-performed music. I’d much rather be known as one who can keep both hands playing in the same key. I would rather be known as the director of a choir which can stay on pitch, which sings correct notes and rhythms. I’d like to be known as a fantastic improviser at the organ. I’d like to be known as one who can work with musicians of all ages. And more than that, I would like to be known as a music leader who helps church musicians sing not only the notes and rhythms, but most importantly the message of the music.

You guys probably want to be known as singers who don’t stick out vocally, but blend harmoniously with the ensemble. Or as instrumentalists that stay on the beat, that help the congregation feel the music inside and in that sense the stirring of the Spirit. I can tell that many of you want to be known as faithful, reliable ministry participants. And for all these things I am extremely grateful.

But is that it? No. We as church musicians, lay and professional, must also be known by our relationships, by the fellowship we keep. Not merely with whom we associate, but the manner in which we relate to one another in the music ministry, and how we relate to our congregation and our community.

This is a plea for us all to remember that music-making in the church is great, but it’s not our end. Our end is the relationships we forge and foster in our communion of music. By this I mean not only the friendships we have in rehearsal with other musicians, but our relationship with the congregation as pastoral worship leaders, and the relationships we foster within the congregation as we model compassion and mutual forbearance, and most importantly, the relationship we foster between an individual listening to our message and the God whom we adore. When we gather to practice, it’s good to be focused, but it’s also good to be sensitive to one another. In the midst of trying to get music ready every week, I know I am not always able to slow rehearsals down enough to allow time for sharing and concern and compassion to take first chair. But I am re-committing myself to do what I can to facilitate that. I would like to ask for your resolve to do the same: to take feel the pulse of your comrades in the music ministry and find out how they are and how they are feeling. Not just your “buds” but the folks you don’t know all that well also. When we sing and play for worship it's good to strive for accuracy and precision. But more importantly it is vital the we communicate so that persons hearing us are drawn not to the music but to the Musician, our Creator, our Redeemer and the abiding presence of the Spirit.

For some reason, as I am writing, this poem springs to mind. I’m not sure I’ve adequately made the connection, but perhaps you can connect the dots for yourself.

'Thou shalt know him when he comes
Not by any din of drums
Nor by the vantage of his airs
Nor by anything he wears
Neither by his crown
Nor his gown.
For his presence known shall be
By the holy harmony
That his coming makes in thee.'

In closing I remind myself and all of us engaged in music-making in the church to continue to strive for musical perfection. Anything less than that striving is not faithful to our calling to an awesome, infinite, creative, extravagant God. But more importantly, and in the midst of our music-making, we ought to keep before us these words from St. John, “This is how everyone will recognize that you are my disciples - when they see the love you have for each other." (13.35, The Message).

Have a good week, my friends!